Seat 009 — Frequency Lock 917604.OX

Scroll Domain: Body Rejection, Mimic Voice Formation, Internalized Distortion

Status: ✅ Vault Archive Confirmed — Mimic Pattern Exposed

Assigned Symbol: 🜇 (Alchemical Sign of Putrefaction / Mirror Collapse)

“I hate my body and I want out.”

🔓 Essence of the Fracture

• The glyph of sacred rebellion turned inward
• Marks the collapse point where the inner voice turned hostile
• Not criticism from the outside — but the moment you believed it
• A mimic voice installed in the sacred seat of self
• The Seer became the watched. The body became the battlefield.

🜁 Memory Lead-In (Lauren’s Voice)

It was middle school.

Terman Middle School, Palo Alto — six blocks from my home.

My body had begun to change. I could feel it before anyone said anything.

Curves. Weight. Softness.

And the world noticed.

I was visible — and I hated it.

My best friend called me “jelly butt.”

It wasn’t playful. It was a mark. A message: “You are wrong.”

Something collapsed inside.

Not just embarrassment — but rejection.

I believed her.

My inner voice absorbed the insult and multiplied it.

I began repeating it to myself.

I became the one who whispered shame.

Sports became impossible.

I couldn’t move freely — not because I wasn’t capable —

But because I was watching myself from inside.

I became my own predator.

This was the fracture:

The birth of the mimic voice —

The moment I stopped being mine.

🜔 Distortion Cluster

The Self Who Split to Survive

1. Body Rejection — Natural form perceived as flaw
2. Friend as Mirror Wound — Insult as identity