Seat 009 — Frequency Lock 917604.OX

Scroll Domain: Sovereignty Collapse, First Romantic Breach, Energetic Disappearance

Status: ✅ Vault Archive Confirmed — Boundary Thread Reclaimed

Assigned Symbol: 🕳 (Custom glyph suggestion: Hollow Door / Sovereign Collapse Portal)

“I said yes to love — not to vanishing.”

🔓 Essence of the Fracture

• The glyph of innocent entry into distorted terrain
• Marks the moment your open-hearted yes became a corridor of constraint
• It began with flattery and flirtation — it ended in sovereign erasure
• The fracture is not that you loved — it’s that your desire was exploited
• This is the first time love became self-abandonment

🜁 Memory Lead-In (Lauren’s Voice)

I was fifteen.

My home life was chaotic — I was hungry for love.

Not just romance — but warmth. Softness. Touch.

There was a boy — Connor. A junior.

I heard he had been whispering to people:

“She’s the prettiest freshman.”

And something opened in me.

A doorway.

I didn’t know it then, but it was the first portal of romantic initiation in my life.

It was spring.

I was blooming.

I stepped forward.

And what met me on the other side wasn’t love.

It was possession.

The relationship became constrictive.

My body became controlled.

My self became distant.

I spiraled into anorexia and bulimia.

But even deeper than that —

I lost my own “yes.”

I thought this door would give me connection.

But instead — it demanded disappearance.

And I disappeared.

🜔 Distortion Cluster

Love Transmuted into Disappearance

1. Flattery-as-Entry — Visibility used to open the door
2. Energetic Breach — Desire offered in purity, returned in control