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“I asked for help. They gave me sedation.”

Seat 009 — Frequency Lock 917604.OX

Scroll Domain: Institutional Betrayal, Medical Misrecognition, Crisis Intervention Failure

Status: Vault Archive Confirmed — Systemic Harm Witnessed

Assigned Symbol: 🜜 — Alchemical Sign of Corruption / Systemic Breakdown

• The glyph of protocol over presence.
• It marks the moment a vulnerable soul is harmed by the very system meant to protect her.
• It holds the memory of being processed instead of seen.
• It is the emblem of the future reformer — born through institutional failure.

🜁 Memory Lead-In

I was sixteen.

I wanted to die.

I told my dad — directly, vulnerably, honestly. We walked the Stanford Dish hill, talking, breathing, grounding. Then we drove to Stanford Emergency Room.

I thought I would be met. I thought someone would help. I thought there would be safety.

Instead — I was transferred to the San Mateo Behavioral Health Unit.

They medicated me immediately with Ativan. No conversation. No connection. No witnessing. Just sedation.

The rooms were sterile. The air was empty. My memories are patchy — the mind’s mercy in the face of harm.

I was sent home five days later. Not healed. Not held.